The day that we got to know each other I thought we are gonna be just okay to each other.
It is always a roller coaster to us, I thought I can and We can get over it again and again.
But you do, and I can’t right now. I guess it is because of the loop that expecting too much will hurt you.
Indeed we are hurting each other. Because it is hard for me to hear that harsh word you said.
Every time i remember it, it is really hard.
You said that it was because you are “mad” but maybe that being “mad” has the true meaning inside your heart.
Then why did you even love me?
You are just blaming me of what you are doing to “me”,
Is that really “love”?
I want us to be okay again, but it’s hard for me to do it again.
I’m trying, but it is really hard.
What are we gonna do now?
Should i stop?
Or can we love each other without blaming?
I’m still mad. I don’t know how to calm myself but if you can, maybe we’ll work again?