and through the years, through loneliness, rejection, invisibility or scalding visibility
when all the who eventually alternatively
walked in, walked out, walked in,
shuffled, conditioned, loomed
kept me uneasy
and i had to learn to be alone
what walked in and always stayed with me
talking, singing, running its hand over my head
tinting my visions in gold, music, crystal laugh
holding my hand through rain, empty hall,
locked door, deserted balcony,
sleeping cityscape
tear-glistened live-portraits of 'happiness'
there on that vast shore - windblown -
behind my inner eye:
imagination
most faithful companion
what would i have done without you
passed away?
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