Better

A lot happened.

I honestly have no idea why it happened.

Perhaps i believe that everything is perfect all the time, but in reality, i have changed and  i am just unaware of it.

In the worst situation, the change is quite not good.

I believed that since a lot had occured, the terrible, painful experience must also have had an impact to myself.

I'm not aware that i think I'm just who i am  always.

No.

That is not how it ought to be.

That's why those are the reason why I'm not comfortable everyday. I thought it was okay, but it wasn't. 

But, well done for being honest.

It really helps.

So, keep going self and make a difference to yourself.

Be aware of yourself,

Always.

Put yourself first,

respect yourself,

So, you can say that 'indeed, i can now love other people'.