I still feel like I don't deserve this free gift,
I'm tryna value every minute of life given, but it isn't easy,
Every day I feel like we're becoming distant,
But the truth is, it hurts me as well and I swear I didn't mean it
Life flies by,
Literally at the speed of light,
Am I still your little dear child?
Every night it makes me cry,
I'm wallowing beneath the blanket,
And crying in a pillow, it's still wet,
If only you could feel now what is hidden in my claret,
The truth would spill out and the silence would explain itself
I'm so sorry mom,
It's a blessing to be your baby,
Sometimes I've been so wrong,
Allah, I'm so sorry for what I've done...
Take my heart, it is yours,
I long to be a real human being,
Waking up, it still hurts,
But I'll get through it,
What really matters to me is how you feeling
[03.04.2023]
